she loves me right?

she loves me right? she moodless most of time during her trip bcoz of me, because she loves me right ? she loves me bcoz she goes for trip yet she still sms me alot......she still care me, she moodless , depress, heartache also bcoz of me, bcoz she loves me right? it just hard for her to do bcoz her bf invited her and she luckily won the ticket right? HAIZZZ....convincing myself like a stupid guy now.......my heart so pain
...just stalked her fb again, she didnt tag herself, nor reply tht picture but with just a LIKE on it, like other couple they will change to couple pic as profile, her bf does but she doesnt, it means she loves me right? right???...haix

ta qu le wonderful trip ke shi most of time ta sms wo hen duo, ta hen guan xin wo , ta yao an wei wo, wei le an wei wo, ta zi ji hen nei jiu, jue de hen dui bu qi wo, ta hen lei , ta de xin ye lei le, wo zui hou sms wo "wo wu hua ke shuo le dear" , i very bad, keep shooting her, until she feel tired, moodless , depressed and heartache, b4 go trip she picked my nite call, listened to my complaint, listened to my tears and then replied many my angry sms, the next day she spent most of time sms me, and at night picked my call again and listen to my complaint again till 4.4am, in the call she told me i can sms her when i wake up can sms her, she wants me to feel i am by her side, now as i stalk her fb, she didnt comment their couple pic, but only liked it, her bf tagged her not she, she didnt change profile pic but her bf does change to their couple pic, i now recalling one of her sms , she said " bu guan wo zai na li, he shui yi qi, wo du hui xiang ni du hui sms ni"
  dear...actually i just want to tell you that, i complaint many and didnt trust u many in my sms , not bcoz i dont trust u, actually i trust u but i want u to comfort me, comfort my heart, bcoz "the only person who can hurt my heart is you and subsequently the only person can heal my heart is you too, ILY dear"