penang then thailand? haix...owez leave me ..

today tellin me she already in penang..family trip? then tell me she going to thailand..sigh...just now feel sad..11pm..sms then no sms...11.2 pm..1 sms..then 11.40+ say wan sleep le wake up le sms me..ask her why reply late she no tell me why...i guess because she was fb-ing with her bf...
today bcoz of angry and dissatisfied i asked her to text me at least 5 sms per half hour and she did it..she sms-ed 103 sms today...so happy..and as for me..i texted her 142 sms...haha..break record again..now waiting her to wake up and call her.....

last msg b4 i off to vietnam

dear, ru guo ni you shou dao zhe ge msg, wo yi jing bu zai malaysia le, wo yi ge ren qu le yi ge hen yuan de di fang, na tian wo zuo gong hen nan guo shi yin wei he ni de shi jian yi jing bu duo le, wo hai shi yao qu zuo gong, qi shi wo xiang pei ni duo yi dian...shi zhen de, xian zai wo qu zhe ge di fang cha bu duo yao 1 week cai hui lai, na tian ni suspect wo yao ni pei wo duo dian thursday he friday  yi ding you shi de, qi shi ni shi cai dui le, yin wei na tian shi ji ge zui hou wo hai neng pei ni de na tian, ke shi wo xuan le xian zai cai gao shu ni yin wei wo xiang ni zhi dao wo na tian de gan shou zhi dao le ni tu ran qu le taiwan  de gan shou shi xiang shi qu le yi ge wo hen ai de nv sheng, rang wo hen xiang hen xiang ni ke shi ni yi jing bu zai le,shi bu shi yi hou yao wo xi guan de kai shi, ke shi shi mei tian yao gu dan,shang xin he nan guo de  kai shi...ben lai yao kai kai xin xin guo zui hou yi tian pei ni sms he call, xiang bu dao ni chu qu le zhen tian rang wo hen dan xin le zhen tian, hai shi hen chi ni hai shi hai mei hui, zai na bian liao tian

dear...

wo bu zai de shi hou xi wang ni hui xiang wo , ai wo, zui chong yao shi ni bu hui zuo dui bu qi wo de shi...wo hui xiang xin ni wo yao xiang xin , wo zui ai de nv sheng, wo xiang xin ni de xin li you wo, suo yi ni zuo shen me ye hao ni hui xiang wo xian...wo ye xi wang ni xiang wo yi yang fang ni zai di yi...


dear...wo xian zai zou le.....ru guo you ji hui wo hui sms ni, ru guo neng kai msn he facebook, wo hui liu xia msg gei ni, wo ye xi wang wan shang neng you ji hui he ni msn ru guo na bian you wireless la..yin wei hao xiang yao gei qian cai you...na ni yao duo dian kai na ge xin fb lo^^...
haix..dear; take care...wo ai ni, wo xian zai zou le, zhen de zhen de bu zai le,
dear.. ..zui hou yi ji hua, wo zhi xiang shuo
  
    " wo ai ni"

msn~

so happy..we chatted alot today on msn..tht feelings are nice!~~~ b4 she off she said "wo hui hen xiang ni de" ..i miss tht sentence...yin wei you ta de wen rou...rang wo xiang xin ta zhen de xiang wo....i went to her fb..she was off9..yuan lai she back le msn with me rather than on fb ...so touching...and also yesterday bcoz she knew she sleep earlier so she knew i will leave many off9 msg to her msn..and she woke up earlier just to read that..awww..so lovely..i know she love me so much!! i love her too!! muacks

days without you

dear..wo xiang ni..wo de phone mei you msg le liang tian..wo hen xiang sms ni de shi hou..wo zai na zhe wo de empty shou ji..all empty..yuan lai wo cai fa xian yi ci yi lai wo zhi shi sms ni yi ge ba le..mei you ni wo guo de hen gu dan hen ji mo...wo guo de bu kuai le..bu kai xin..wo hai shi deng zhe ni hui lai malaysia..dear..wo xiang ni..wo hen xiang ni..wo zhen de hen xiang ni..wo hen ai ni....dear

ye zai xiang...ni zhi dao wo xdo you bie nv sheng na tian ..ni hao sheng qi wo..ni call de voice..hao nan guo...ke shi ni zhi dao le zhen shi,wo zhi shi ai ni ba le...ni wu hui le...rang hou ni hao nan guo ni gao shu wo ..wo bu hui pian ni ..zhi neng pian wo de ren shi ni..ni ye hao nan guo yin wei rang book zhe wo bu gei qi ta nv sheng...bu ran wo ke neng zhao dao wo de xin fu le..ke shi ..wo hen kai xin ni hui chi chu hui sheng qi wo you qi ta nv sheng yin wei..wo yao ni ai wo..wo yao ni book wo...wo ai ni dear

xian zai xia yu le..wo hao xiang ni dear..wo zhen de hao xiang ni....wo hen ai ni

you're gone

I could hardly believe it When I heard the news today..you were suddenly gone....haix....i woke up at 11am...and saw your msg..i got so panicked..i tot it will be next week..i have not even made our fb yet....after wake up i straight away do our new fb...i wrote so much on your wall....i tried to call your phone but it failed...my msg sent but u didnt reply me..i lay on bed for an hour plus because i "soh9" jor..it happens too sudden...i cant accept the fact you are already gone...now...i feel so empty without you...feel so discontented..wishing you will see my msg if u get my sms or if u get my off9 msg for msn...if you see it...your new fb is made..wish you could on9 and talk to me..i miss you dear...very miss you.....tears shed my face..

haix..

love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*you play me de right?
*play my feelings??
*haix

FiRe says:
*wo mei you

love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*u reali so love D ma?

FiRe says:
*haiz
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*then?
*why?
*u can go out paktor with him
*why not me?

FiRe says:
*bu yao zhe yang wen wo*dear

love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*u no go overseas yet u can go out with him
*why not meeeeeeeeee!!!!
*u let him happily wait u
*me ne!?
*u turn my life like HELL!
*now i wan request meet u one time b4 u go nia
*why also kenottttt!!!
*u duno my pain!!! how much i pain inside!! very pain!!
*danson love u more than i love u ma?
*ask him go die for u see!!!
*ask him cry for u see!
*HAIX

FiRe says:
*dear........

love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*owez say will break up with him
*but lie d
*day day fb chat with him still
*duno wait hami..
FiRe says:
*mei you
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*no heart wan break up with him pun
*duno doing wat..
FiRe says:
*.....
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*tell me ur plan?
*2-3years later meet me?
*then 2-3 years wat happening inside
*wats ur plan?
*do you have plan?
*ur plan is to have me waiting hurtly
*without even seeing ur face b4 u fly there
*then tell me lies say u wont back
*back le also wont tell me
*back le then find him hug him kiss him again!
*if u love me do you even ever plan for me???
FiRe says:
*wo hui lai hui jian ni
*ni bu yao sheng qi le hao ma
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*jian wo ba le?
*hai shi he wo yi qi guo sheng huo?
FiRe says:
*hui he ni yi qi
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*2-3 years inside u will break up with him?
FiRe says:
*en..
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*now kenot ma?
*now break up with him kenot?
FiRe says:
*wo bu shuo ke yi ma
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*yin wei ni hai ai ta!
FiRe says:
*.....
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*wo shuo de dui le?
FiRe says:
*bu shi...
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*rang hou ne
FiRe says:
*wo hui dda suan yi hou de shi qing
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*zhen de?
*dear..ni yao wei le wo da suan hao ma hao ma...
*qiu qiu ni...
*wo bu xiang ..xiang yi ge sha gua qu deng ni..
*wo zhen de hao ai ni
*wo xi wang wo men hui zai yi qi
FiRe says:
*dear
*wo ai ni
*ke shi
*rang ni hao nan guo
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*nvm..ru guo ni you zi ji de wen ti na hao ba..wo yuan yi xin ku xin tong nan guo shang xin ..yuan yi ku...
FiRe says:
*haix..
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*dear...ni bu yao yong tai jiu li kai ta ba....wo hen pa kan dao ni men hai shi hen ai dui fang..hui xin tong qu deng ni..wo bu xiang zhe yang..wo de life zhen de hui bian le yi ge HELL zhe yang
FiRe says:
*wo bu ying gai dui ni hao
*ni cai bu hui na me ai wo
*ai de na me xing ku
*xin*
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*ni bu yao he ta paktor le...kan dao hao xin tong..
FiRe says:
*dear
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*laopo..wo mei xin qing
*wo men bu liao le
*wo yao bi yan jing..
FiRe says:
*wo zhi dao de
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*mood bu hao
*der
*dear
FiRe says:
*bu yao nan guo
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*ni bu zhi dao deng dai yi ge ren de gan jue
*hai you..wo du bu neng ai shang qi ta nv sheng le
*jiu suan ren shi le xin nv sheng hai shi hao nv sheng
*wo de xin du bu zai le
*zhi xiang shuo
*bu xiang bian yi ge sha gua
*zui hou ye bei ni shuo dui bu qi
*bu yao wo
*wo hui hen broken heart
FiRe says:
*dear
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*ni zhi dao wo zai xiang shen me ma
*wo zhen de deng zhe
*yao he ni jie hun
*wo fang hen duo xi wang
*zhi xiang bu yao deng xia tai shi wang wo ke neng qu zi sha..
FiRe says:
*ni bu yao shuo le
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*wo yao de shi an quan gan
*ke shi ni shuo le na me duo
*you shi du kan dao ni hai shi he ta x3...
*hen xiang xiang xin ni ai wo
*hen xiang ni ai wo yi ge ba le
*hen xiang ni kuai li kai ta
*kan dao ni kiss ta na ge zhao
*it is like a nightmare to me
*very scary..
*i very trust u dear
*i dun wan u disappoint me
*wo hen nu li qu ai ni
*wo xian zai ke yi shuo ai ni 100%
*over 100% !
*pushed to limit !
*im so crazy over u !!
*i like...live for you!
*born for u!!
*wo shuo wo xin tong de shi hou
*bu shi kai wan xiao
*shi zhen zhen qu xin tong
*wo de xin...hao tong.....
*it squeezes inside
*so pain...like heart attack
*dun owez lie me or do smth i duno le....maybe u happy but i not happy.....u wan go tw also no tell me
*when u tell me u actually
*go australia 2 years
*i cant accept!!!
*too sudden!!!
*my heart so pain so sad..until cry!
*is very pain.....!!!
*not fake de!!!!! not act chu lai de...!!
*u maybe dun like i stalk ur fb..but if i dun stalk i also duno u lying me!
*duno what happening in ur life
*owez do smth indifferently
*like honeymoon! go trip!! exams!!! and <3 with D!
*u tink i like to peek ur fb ma?
*veeyrtime b4 i log in
*i so scare
*i scare will see smth that hurt me
*i owez pray b4 i go see
*not shui bian..shui bian qu kan de!!!
*ni bu ming bai,.ni zhen de bu ming bai
*ke neng ni bu gao shu wo...ni yin wei hui mei shi
*ke shi you shi wo zhen de hao nan guo !
*wo zhen me du bu dong
*rang hou tu ran you SURPRISE!
*won le calsbeg...tag him..so happy celebrate tell whole world..
*then told me
*no la..nothing la.......duno wn go or not
*then suddenly!!!
*got many pics!!!
*kiss pic somemore!
*so desperate ask clasberg ppl ask them wan wear wat
*tell me if no go will waste!!!
*tell me clasberg so big company wont lie ppl d
*u think i wan listen to tht ma?
*i so PAIN see u write tht!
*go le honeymoon then i sad so much le..still can tell whole world u MISS THE DAY at gold coast le
*reali gv u gek daoo...
*gek daooooo so deeppppp
*duno how to say le!
*i took so much time to heal myself..
*then my bday u also can forget
*i wait so long...wait u greet me
*after tht...is exam d surprise
*suddenly finish exam no nid go class!~~
*wan go honeymoon at tw again
*then what??? 1 years wan wait u i plan so much will graduate early just for u
*suddenly change to 3 years jo
*i very serious everytime so seriousss...but duno why u owez do like tht to me...
*i so HURT..
FiRe says:
*dear
*wo bu shuo le
*wo zhen de bu xiang shuo le
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*dear
*wo ai ni
*wo hen ai ni
FiRe says:
*dui bu qi
*wo zhi dao zhe ju hua
*ni bu xi huan ting
*ke shi
*wo zhen de bu zhi dao gai shuo shen me
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*dear...ni da ying de..ni yao zuo de dao
*wo hui qu deng ni
*wo ai ni
FiRe says:
*dear
*ni xiu xi ba
*wo yao off le
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*hao de..my head very pain now..heart so tired
*ni qu ba..bye
FiRe says:
*en
*bye
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*deng xia..
*sms wo hao ma?
*wo deng ni
FiRe says:
*ni xian xiu xi hao ma
*chi dian wo sms ni
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*hao de...zai jian laopo
*ai ni...............
FiRe says:
*wo ai ni
*bye
love u so much..dear..wo xiang xin ni da ying de..wo hui deng ni..xian zai hao kai xin..... says:
*bye...

finally blogging again...happy for what she said..

finally finished my work at baby fair..it was a hard day to get through without sms her...miss her so much...it was a tired days...finally can spend all my time on her le..this mornign 4am called her but we ended the call fast coz i very tired le...then just now she on msn chat with me so hapi..i asked her to break up with her bf..she said she will ...............how happy am i..i trust her d....


anyway i skipped so much diaries like how i cried tht day knowing she actually going to aussie for 2 years...2014 will back but i would still waiting coz i love her so much and wanna marry her..i wont let my tears vain for nothing..i would WAIT