understood..

today going to ts....i told u im going out with girls..u said "ni wan de kai xin dian"...i tot u reali dun care me and wish me get a new gf....then i replied y u no feeling i go out with girls de? then u replied..."ni gan jue bu dao wo de xin qing ma? .....and then i feel u angry le......i said sorry...and i felt guilty if i were to go out with other girls..like im worrying you are paining over there when im with another girl..so i understand ur feelin
if u go out with him and i ask u to play happily..i know ur heart feel unease and guilty...once i said..u are lucky to be with two bf at same time...but i understand ur feeling is unease...u feel like shit...i know it...today i went out and sms u alot as if i forgot that u actually have exam tmrw...to9 i slept without ur g9 voice to me...i trouble u and messed u alot today and gv u lack time studyin..i know u din study alot...haiz..dear...sorry...ily